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Accompany my grandpa for review @ tampines polyclinic

2010-12-07T19:42:00.000-08:00

After so long, today I accompany my grandpa to do his monthly revise for doctor ..

I used to accompany him when I was in ITE school days. My grandpa is always a strong person that say no accompany is needed. But when I say I go with him, he looks happy. Because of the construction work is going on near polyclinic here. He have to walk one big round, because I am holding a auto-mated driving license, if not I can drop him just outside the clinic so he don't have to walk so far. His monthly routine of doing registration is as follow.

1) Have to walk a distance from the carpark to the clinic.
2) Asking people for help on registration.
3) Proceed to Room 8 for measure blood pressure, take height and weight.
4) Then, wait for his turn to see doctor.
5) Lastly, collect his medicine.

As usual, polyclinic have to wait for very long.

There is one kind auntie, who tell me the q number we have missed so we gonna knock the door and inform the doctor..

So I went in to inform the doctor, I realise polyclinic doctor all looks young. I am wondering are they experience enough or they are just practice doctor.

Recently has not been sleeping well, early in the morning @9am .. There is drilling and I have found out is 6th floor.. The impact of 2 level difference is there can feel that the whole house is like earthquake..

A happy day.. Sunday 28 November

2010-11-28T19:27:00.000-08:00

We supposedly to head to East coast park for roller blading with Adrian , Lawrence and ah Hao.. Dear and I was packing our bags for the blading and also looking forward but due to the wet weather it was postpone till further ard 4 plus.. So we went 848 to have late breakfast to wait for them to SMS us.. Then suddenly this bunch of NYP dragonboat guys are staring at me, and when dear go buy the food come back they stare at him.. Dear look jealous, feel so happy it shows that he care for me ..

I am so disappointed when i have study so hard and my Business information system. But when i flip through the exam questions the question is totally different from the 2 sets of practice paper.

Why are some of my friends so selfish?

1) i have drop a sms to enquire for my friend is there any job vancancy , but her answer was why can't i search through the website. The website can't enter, that why i will msg you to ask if you can keep a lookout for me.

2)Receive a msn message from my ITE friend, that she is having her wedding on 23 January 2011 @ Johor Baru. I can't be travelling so far as Monday i am still working, but Jessica say this: WHY CANNOT GO, SHE INVITE YOU IT IS NOT NICE TO REJECT AND ALL OF US IS GOING. She can say so easy, as by then she will not be working already and i am just starting my new job.

Why can't they be understanding?

Count down 16 days away for my Melbourne trip, dear and me is looking forward.. Hooray..

But before thinking of holiday , i must study for my Econs paper that falls on 13 December 2010..

2010-11-27T05:15:00.000-08:00

It has been ages since I have update my entries..

Well.. I also don't know where should I start..

This is the second week that I have left my previous work.. I am more relaxing now , no more stress, no more pushing and early wake up till January 3 next year .. But now I gonna study for my exam that is next Wednesday 3 december ,BIS module and 13 December -POE..
I am trying to work as a Freelance model to earn extra money but dear seems to be unhappy.. I also don't know what to do.. I just trying to help earn extra money .. Haix.. And now still have to pay his sister pocket money of 70bucks every week although now she is working and when she don't have money for transport , she will ask money from dear.. Which I am very unhappy , but I can't tell dear.. And why can't the mother just pay the bills of the Internet and after paying she still ask back money from us.. Why both mother and daughter are the same.. It is very hard for I and dear to save money if it carry on...

2010-08-30T01:37:00.000-07:00

There will be Part II coming..

Chi Hai and Vinh Anh

Vinh Anh in cab

Chi Hai & Vinh Anh

Soup restaurant

In the restaurant

My lovely mummy

Samsui Ginger Chicken

Brocoli with Mushroom and Beancurd skin

2010-08-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

2010-08-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

This coming weekend you are going drinking with winshire they all, Friday you are on duty.. That how my weekend will be spend.. Sunday book in... 3 more weeks you are going overseas.. I just want u to spend more time with me... I not complaining just that i feel unhappy... But i dont want to let you know:.. Cox the quarrel will come out again...Your friend birthday ask you go drink , you say okay then you ask me.. My birthday ask you go universal studio or the helix bridge you say see how.. Feel that we are drifting apart... Every week I will look forward for weekend but this week is such a disappointment...

2010-08-19T06:04:00.000-07:00

Finally is Thursday today.

Yesterday Frances come an talk to me that Sandie has drop her a email mentioning that i take too many mc. I get sick every 3 months, and is the doctor prescribed me of 3 days sick leave and ask me to stay at home. So what you are a director, a petty and sly person. And that day i am wearing a bermudas not a shorts cant you see the difference.

And so what Irene Yap AI HOON, so what you are more seniority then me. Behave more arrogrant in front of me. cant stand seeing you for 9 hours a day for 5 days and inclusive of lunch hours. You are obviously wearing a mask in front of me. And setting up good terms with Frances, Crystal and Jesslyn. If not because that other jobs need a diploma i would have just tender my resignation and say BYE to you all.

Tomorrow still going to Zhou's kitchen, three of you are earning double my salary that why you all can afford every Friday to eat that.

Even though my birthday is coming , but i dont feel like eating with you all. I feel that i cant digest my meals.

After my photoshooting , i will submit the photos to photo agency for part time photoshooting . Hopefully i will fit the shots.

2010-08-16T19:56:00.000-07:00

It has been such a long time that i have blog. I will try to blog as much as possible.

Last Monday went down to temple to pray my beloved grandma with dear. While seeing her pictures, my tears rolled down my cheek again. It has been 4 years since she passed away. I can say i have the best grandparents. After that we went Expo for the Harvey Norman sales, i keep on inist to dear that SBS bus 2 will passed by. So we wait for 10 minutes, after we board the bus then relaise it didnt passby. So we alighted at the back gate of ITE Simei and walk over.

Laughts " Dear was giving me the look, an says : make me walk so far. " Finally we reach Expo Hall 6, we was very lucky Panasonic LX3 @ $599, usually price is $799 and also left the one and only piece. Hurray " We have a new compact camera". So after that we took train from Expo back to Tampines to buy my Lingerie.

Luckily we still manage to catch the live of National Day parade. So after finish watching the parade dear need to book in.

Next day having my Audit paper , so i am recaps what i have memorise.

Something disappointed, whatever i have study was not tested. Called dear after the paper but he raised his voice at me "i told him that i really study very hard for this paper". My mood was very bad, so i walked home from Tampines Mrt station and ask my two cousins to accompany me for a run. After sweating out , feeled so much better.

Wednesday back to work, but Frances inisted me to stay and finished my work till 8pm. Next day i am having my Financial Strategy paper, my nose like a water tap keep flowing non-stop.

Friday took half-day leave in the afternoon because not feeling well.Then wait for dear to come back. then in the night we went AMK hub to watch movie , but i cant remember what show, out of a sudden.

Sunday, had a photoshooting in the morning , that was my first photoshooting but so happy that dear accompany me along. But when we see the clothes that i will be wearing, we had the same expression. Next week still have to continue , so havent finish. And he agreed to go with me again. Laughs ..

I am so happy whenever dear is with me. He took good care of me when i am sick.

Yesterday watch YOG, every channel was showing the same sports. So we play werstling , but i sure lose to him.

Back to work today, I am getting sick and tired here. Endless of stuff, Poltics , backstabs. Looking to leave at 5.45 today so that i can catch the ISS bus and meet him for dinner.

2010-06-01T07:52:00.000-07:00

Tuesday 01 June 2010. When i saw my phone today morning @ 8.01 am. I suddenly thought of my hubby. Times files we have been through so many things and overcome all the good and bad times together. Went to pasir pajang for lunch with Frances , Irene , Crystal and Cherrical. Sometimes i wondering they are wearing a mask towards me. Today dear was busy the whole day so we didnt sms much. I at last finish going through AEWS workshop 2008-2009. FINALLY... I drop dear a sms an tell him abouth my last week project question that i have done alone . i score 8/10 so i ask him did i do well and he say YES. I am so happy that my dear praised me.

I going to sleep soon.. feeling tired.. eyes is closing gonna do some sit ups and apply cream. good nite my dear...

I like this songs alot.

[al:静茹&情歌 - 别再为他流泪]
你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好就算了
心情很干脆
他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉
你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁

2010-05-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday ,30 may 2010 is our 3 years anniversary. Dear had camera lesson from 2pm to 4pm. so we went to Chong pang de Tai Guo Xiao Chi. Their food is nice, we order 1 medium pineapple rice, 1 plate garlic kai lan, 1 plate honey chicken, 1 plate hotplate tofu and last the tasty Ceral prawn.. Make dear a photo album which has all the pics that we took.

Friday i and hubby went down to shop for Marvin daughter (Chloe). a very sweet and nice name. takashima was so crowded so many people was at the kids section. I saw one shirt from Rauph Lauren so nice, but then is to expensive. We went in to Gucci and LV. Dear was eye on a LV cherry red purse wanted to brought for me . it cost SGD 1,130. so expensive. i told dear don have to buy give me is too expensive. After that we went to far east , i brought a tube and a bag. Dear brought me two dresses from Dressculture. After that we agreed to have Pontian wonton noodles for dinner.

Saturday went to Marina Barriage in the afternoon for hubby company potluck. so many people were flying kite there. it is windy but then is too hot. i and dear was sweating like sauna. haha. After that we went to Chloe one year old birthday. Sat for awhile and we move to Bugis for dinner ate steamboat, then we went to Paullaner to chill and had a 0.5 beer. the beer is nice and smooth.

2010-05-09T17:32:00.000-07:00

Friday went for dinner at 848, had Yong tau foo but my stomach suddenly become hungry in the night so dear was saying if we had a car how good it will be.. we can go holland village for supper or go eat selegie beancurd.. But in the no car so can't go anywhere, dear went yo make Milo n we had with biscuits , it is nice.. Then we continue to watch 败犬女王.. I learn from the drama , 勇气不是天生的，是一点一滴累计下来的. Actually is true no one is born with courage. Saturday I promise to make breakfast for dear de, but too tired till 12 I wake up n make ham n kaya toast for us.. Although is a simple breakfast but is sweet.. We thinking of where to go.. Intially our plan is go ikea but Jia yi they all call n ask if we wan steamboat .. So we went to have steamboat instead after that really no places to go so we went
resort world.. The levy fee was $100 a person.. So expensive .. Dear lost 200 excluding the levy fee.. Feel so heart pain.. But resort world not much things to shop.. Things was double the price outside... Next day having driving at 9.30am so we left the place at 2am.. The people there don know where they find so much money to gamble.. So scary.. Sunday manage to woke up at 8.15am to go for driving on time.. After driving brought porridge as breakfast for Hubby.. I loves to have breakfast with him.. So after that we went to nap awhile.. Wake up at 3pm as dear need to attend photography lessons . So I wake up to do my nails.. Quite sweet n I show dear he say not bad.. Super happy.. We went buddies holdies to had dinner for mother days with dear mum... Will take pics of my nail n blog..

2010-04-25T08:16:00.001-07:00

So fast tomorrow will be Monday.. YES i am very piss off with you... your pocket money now become $70 a week.. And cox of you the money that we wanted to save is more hard.. You are already 17 years old. At your age, we already start working part-time. So what you are taking your "O" Level. You still can take part-time job since you have the time to go out with ur BF on weekends. And now i have to lend my E71 phone give you.. Which i like it very much... Seriously I HATE YOU... Getting more tired with u and your mum...Everytime will just ask money from us..

IS cox of your ah kor and son i am bearing all this... I will only come hubby place and sleep if he is around plus my driving..

Everyone in this house is getting tired of both of you two....

2010-04-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

Friday 16 april 2010...

Today is hubby 23rd birthday and also my TP test.. wake up at 6.40am as need to reach bukit gomak at 8.15am.. But fail my TP because of i mount and strike kerb. so sad. But i have rebook my test on 14 June 2010.. must jia u...

Then go back dear house to wait for him... After that we went Buddies Holies to eat our dinner then after that head down to Mount Sultan meet Law, Ah hao, Jia Yi, Adr and Eric.. We went to have some red wine at Wine Connection. I prefer White wine then Red wine.. After we move to his camp mates birthday bash at Cozy Bar, in the when reached there dear was just been ask to drink.. From there then i know that dear actually know jia yi friend Karin.. She is sweet..

Saturday was at whole the whole day.. watching taiwan show " My Queen". Sunday went Cathay Photo to get dear lens then went bugis to walk around. But i realise that he look so sian. it make me feel sad and feel sian. after that we went to have steamboat with Jia Yi, Adr and Eric. Then followed by to Gamehaven to play Wii...It was fun but $50 bucks for 3 hour.

Then reach home , a bit quarrel so after awhile i burst out with tears. Then after dear booked in i drop him a sms after that we are okay.

I cant stand the pressence , the way interact with people , ur voice it make me see that you are just putting up a act. Anyway you just a temp staff with experience then just now have discussion that keep on emphaise that finance should expand. "YOU THINK I DON UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE EMPHASING MEH". And also Frances (you are just repeating how Sandie treat Alan by disgracing him by putting him at the Round table) Dont let the history repeat again.

2010-03-23T17:13:00.000-07:00

Has changed a new manager and things has change... Things that are not suppose to done by me become my job.. Getting tired le.. Plus my exams is coming soon.. This module for my performance management my lecturer really sucks.. He has already got two coMplain letters till they will give us a class revision on 29 march.. But I don't think I can make it as I will be just on my way back from genting... Now have start to summarize my audit into a notebook so I can bring out to study... Counting down Friday will be going to genting le... Hopefully the journey won't let dear and me have motion sickness... This time will be a different feeling from last time... This is the first time went genting with Hubby.. Feel quite excited ... Last Friday Adrian ask dear wanna go double o ma.. He say okay but throughout the night he just continous been asked to drink.. Which make him go gents to vomit 5-6 times... I see le I say nvm I help dear to drink.. While going back home in cab I got a bad feeling and reach home my turn to puke.. But the following day wake up at 10 cox dear need to collect passport.. But I got a bad hangover keep on feel like puking... After collecting went back home to rest.. Slept till 5 plus then wake up and wash up went to catch a movie " green zone".. Then Sunday we went to amk hub, dear wanted to buy me the levis jacket but don't have my size ( so maybe Friday drop by town to get the jacket) .. Haha so we pass by cotton on and dear ask if I want anything.. So in the end I had one more jeans shorts le.. Hehe wanted to get a dress but size small is too big le.. Went to catch a movie " book of Eli ".. They don have extra small so never get it.. Dear has been treating me so good but yet I keep on throw my temper... SORRY Hubby ... Going to meet you for dinner tonight then book in.. Then tomorrow night can see him again... On my way to work.. Train is so pack.. I an wearing heels standing my whole journey from yishun to clementi... :(. Love you my dear...

2009-11-08T18:05:00.000-08:00

here are some wedding pictures to share on jun hao wedding..

2009-11-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

So long never update my blog le..

Thursday went gym with my cousin "Agnes". Such a long time we never go together le. So sweet of her by saying that we can fix every week to go gym unless who is not free then must inform.

Friday

Afternoon lunch time will be going to clementi to eat chu chao. to celebrate michael birthday. He still didnt know the purpose we went there.. He look so shag and tired since the BOG prepations. Every department should be printed by EO not admin. If they cant do that then dont give promises.

Tonight meeting hubby for dinner and movies. So fast it has been a week since i saw him miss him so much. but i don know why when i talk to him in a moody voice but dear realise. But after a while i am ok... We went mos burger for dinner. long time never eat with him le. Astro boy is a nice cartoon.

Saturday

Morning having my driving lesson at 9.30am - 11am.. The instructor always will talk to me non stop. then will ask me wanna have milo or some other beverages. hehe.. he is a not bad instructor..but a bit noisy. Then meet dear for breakfast at 848 for porridge.

After that we went ntuc fairprice to buy ingredients to cook dinner tonight. So after buying the ingredients lawerence call and say want watch movie so we have to cook and have our dinner early.

Afterall dear cooking is not bad, i give him 8/10. cox the food turn cold le..

Upload some pics that i went to night safari with hubby, sis and her husband and friends.

2009-10-17T08:59:00.000-07:00

Today hubby went to Malaysia fishing with Lawerence, Captain Eric, Kelvin Seah for 2 days 1 night. So luckily today morning i have driving at 11am after that went to meet michelle at bugis to help her revise her accounting paper on Wednesday...

But sorry girl i have forgotten about my accounting stuff le.. every semester have to memorise different stuff.. so brain already shut down le..

Went to try 3 dresses at Bugis, but was wondering should i buy.. although i like it but scare later hubby will say is not nice...

Reach hubby house at 7pm.. wanted to run but then after drinking the ice blended caramel my gastric suddenly came back.. in the end came back to do my nails.. i suddenly miss hubby alot... hope he wont catch a cold...

Monday office is closed due to Deepavali.... Maybe will go sing k with shi zhen... but evening having class...

I feel like going for holiday in December but scare no money.. haix.. Wanted to get Canon 5D camera for hubby, But now i still havent save any money..

Starting my braces soon.. feel so pinch but want to become pretty have to bear with it...

2009-05-01T19:56:00.000-07:00

hallo everyone is been ages that i didn't update my blog.

Recently my work load is increasing le. doing staff claims, TT, payments, and keying entries. My manager don't want to let yz to do TT anymore, because she been making mistakes so whenever i do i must be very careful. his expectations towards me is very high and i promise him i wont disappointed him and irene. over at my side is really poltics. even my ed he want to employ a consultant is a french. sometimes i can understand why my manager don't like her because sometimes whenever i walk past her table i will see her msn. and her music is very loud. i can't even focus on my work. then that time bog i have to do all the files cox she was eating breakfast and olso do the country file.

So fast i and hubby is going to reach two years. and i also will be 22 years old in four months time. all this while he has been torerate my nonenses. sorry dear.

Thursday i meet jessie, zhi hao, old man, eric and hubby for dinner at hong kong cafe (north point) after that caught a x-men 2 about wolfverine. the show is nice. is like a reunion all for of us..

Gal although i didin't go for the gathering, but i believe there will be a chance one. although is like very rare yy wil come along, but the next visit i will be there.. haha..

got to go and have my breakfast.

2009-03-27T08:44:00.000-07:00

I have been working in Asia-Europe Foundation for a week. So far i managed to clear my work that irene assign to me in a day. The colleagues there are friendly more that lao lao they all.. Especially my accounts manager, the first that i join the company we went to lunch at Habour restaurant at PSA.. they order 10 dishes and tim sum.. So in this 10 dishes there is vegetable, my manager dont take vegetable he only take meat but my the other colleagues (Irene) is a full-time vegeterian, So he say they two are ememies why are in a joking manner.. So the whole week they being bringing me to alot of places to eat. whch i never went before.. Thank you very much.. I heard from irene that his son is only 7yrs old, he just went for a operation on last year october.. but the doctor say the tumour is still there, they can't totally removed all as is near the veins. Although is a bit far for me but i don't mind to travel. I though take bus 10 will be faster but who know i took 2 hours to reach tampines interchange.

I was reading Marley and me in the train this morning.. Although i have saw the movie but the story book is the same. You can feel that you are actually going through. Marley is a very cute labs. but mischevious. I nearly shed a tears when i read till John and Jenny decide to put marley to sleep.. Because there is no cure for marley stomach.

I went to read your blog. Didn't know that just fews days so many things happen. Your brother-in-law will bring your niece back. Just that they need few days to calm down. don't go think so much. Enjoy your day tomorrow with jashime.

I spolit myself by spending 61 bucks on nails. although is comfortable but a bit expensive.. hopefully tomorrow dear see it will saw nice..

Good night everyone.. So tired..

2009-03-18T23:07:00.001-07:00

I love my hubby alot.. muackzz.. miss him so much although i just see him on monday..:D

My last day @ work

2009-03-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

One month at least is over.. today is my last day in RBS bank.. Some of the RM came to send their regards to me. Feel that i really belongs to this branch. I have lunch with kate actually is suppose to have dinner but she cannot make it. So we ask what shall we eat.. i say i wan abalone and shark fins.. But just joking so we have mos burger instead. Actually we both have the same likings for food. Just now ai ling ask me today my last day rite, so she add on actually wanted to ask you come back to work. So i tell her i have found a job as the position for accounts assistant then the pay is higher. plus i dont have to face clients. yesterday ws so pissed off with kelly, she have borrow my english skills notes, then she say where got. then like saying i lost my own notes. Then other thing is you get itouch olso but is gen 2. cheaper then me. I hate people taking the same things as me.

Then today she scan to me an say, this is for you, plus your reference. thanks see le more hot. Went to do french manicure last night at tiong baru cost me 17 bucks. so i told dear he say ok, suprisingly he is not angey at all.

Think lao lao going to dismiss Yvonne but hr say is very troublesome. so lao lao told her going to give her one more chance. But i think she also dont want to work le. but she need to compensate 1 months pay.

2009-03-08T20:54:00.000-07:00

As usual wake up at 6.30am but i went back to sleep and wake up at 6.45am.. then faster jump out of bed. Today hubby is off for three days, So while i was bathing i heard hubby come out to scold baby. because he keep on barking non-stop. On my way to work i sms jia lin. Sorry babe, didnt know that you have so many things trouble you. Nowadays the encomic is so bad, all of the companies is being affected, so don't too worry for him. When i reach office then i realise judy is on urgent leave for 2 days, cox her son got the hand,foot,mouth disease. So i will be working with lao lao and Yvonne. she will be opening counter, but do purely deposit. The error she do today.

1)take money from vault the till number she not sure wat to key.
2)TX money went to cash deposit screen.
3)Qchq description not sure.
4)Sorting out of cash.
5)Keep on forgetting what is the next step she must do.

Well, i see her like this, i wanna faint le.Now i know how my shi fu and judy teach me. Is raining outside i am not sure what should i eat for lunch. I am not going for class today because my back is pain and also hubby is off.

2009-03-06T17:27:00.000-08:00

Last evening went to Old town for dinner at East coast park,after that chill at Bukit Pajang Plaza de starbucks with hubby friends. After that we head back home. I saw the new teller (Yvonne) was being scolded by her shi fu till her tears drop. She is here for two weeks. Count-down i left 10 more days, i will say bye to ABN Amro bank .

1) She get the spelling wrong for vault,her shi fu say her you are a degree holder you dont even know how to spell this.
2) In house clearing cheque, she wrote the wrong account number.
3) Cash cheque withdrawal, third party withdrawal she took the client IC but only wrote the customer IC number,No name
4) Reveal other client balance to the wrong customer.
5) Keep on forgetting what duties she must do daily.
4) Have the habit keep on talk back.
5) Lao Lao test her on cash withdrawal, she messed it up..

The next minute lao lao went in to call Mrs teo, say she totally don have the experience at all, how is she going to work when judy is on materity leave for 4 months. Then better employ a well experience teller over here.

2009-03-02T00:21:00.000-08:00

Good news to share... I finally pass my final theory after 3rd time attempt. I thought i was going to flunk it. Now my final theory is settled i can concerate on my practical, my wisdom tooth surgery after one week my wound still feeling pain and sometimes bleed. How i wish my braces i can faster settle it so that one of my burden is down. Hopefully i can find a job soon. my last day is 19 March. I don want hubby to worry so much. So now my shopping have to cut down le.. have to save.. I was looking forward for june taiwan holidays. But last min cancel cox auntie say too expensive. Well can save money.. Later dear will be going to sell away his heli.. I know the heli is his precious, he must take a very long time to decide sell it away. Tomorrow i need to go back to work le.. So sian.. Back to face them again. Hopefully my 2 weeks plus very fast will be over..

2009-02-24T08:12:00.000-08:00

Today morning when i reach branch, Yvonne was opening quick cheque, so she was been suan by lao lao.. this is what she say " YOUR CLIP IS SO BIG" means she want her to clip up her fringe too... Then judy was teaching her do quick cheque and keying entries. So i ask lao lao since i am going down to open the letter box as well i show her where is it located. We went to buy lunch together, So on the way she was asking me about judy they all...So i tell her that my mentor is not judy is other colleague.. So her expectation of her will be very high.. And i tell her they have a rule is "if you make a mistake, and the officers ask who teach you, You cannot mention the person name, just say that you are taught that way" Then she ask me why... I tell her in this line they are very senstive about people mention their name when errors is made. I think ai ling saw yvonne she shake head cox she wear a mini skirt to work then customer see le was giving a kind of look... i was very piss off with lao lao.. she ask me to do balancing at 3.. nvm then she delly tally do my tick bag, after she close my till i went behind to tell her.. I going off le, she was like i though is 4 then u go off.. i tell her my interview is at 4pm.. then i take cab and rush down.. don't know whether my interview will go through ma.. After my interview i take 183 to jurong east, the journey is 30 min.. so i wait for xin li around 30 min.. hahah... tomorrow i will be having my wisdom tooth surgery le.. feeling so scared.. that all shall update more tomorrow....

2009-02-21T20:57:00.000-08:00

I just tender my letter on friday, 20 February.. So my offical last day is 20 march. When the moment i hand it to lao lao, i feel very relieve that i won't be working under her soon and don't have to face them anymore.Although u ask me to wait for them to retrench me, but u know they wont de.. Cox they are cutting cost. I wear coach shoes to work, you saw it then ask me is it fake. Hallo only you are the only one that use fake branded stuffs... So i replied her back that is from my bf and it fly back from usa.. So she lan lan de shut up...What type of bom and colleagues are you, We are working in the same branch yet we have to seperate between sales side and cash ops. Seriously if i am been ask to give feed back, i will say why is it so that we work in the same branch, we will seperate until so clearly. I was reading jacelyn blog i was so surprise that they will do that, so if u all are officers, you must learn to respect our privacy too.. Dont comapare anything if you don noe anything about wisdom tooth surgery. You told me doris went for her wisdom tooth but she is not on mc. Maybe hers is extract that why no need mc. mine is surgery, there will be stiches. So there is two differences. Tuesday meeting i don feel that i have a need to go at all. Should i use that for my make-up lesson.

Recently i not in a mood to update my blog. this wednesday i am going to remove my wisdom tooth. So nervous and scare. i need someone to give me encouraging. Dear cannot accompany me go cox he have to go for outfield. So i will be gg by myself. Recently, i feel that i love him so much.. if one day i am hurt, the person that will hurt me will be you le.

So long never heard from jia lin le. don't know how is she. Her birthday present i have been dragging till now le. Known that she will be disappointed.

Here a pics that i take with my classmates. Short of a gal called maz. Well next time she will be in too..

Life is so fragile and unpredictable

2008-11-12T04:33:00.000-08:00

Today morning when i reach branch i saw lao lao outside so we walked in together.. She told me judy is on mc, wanted to get officer lynn to come but she on leave because her boy having fever.. so left with me and lao lao... today entries not much... she ask me do i know how to do credit advice.. i still remember the steps so i say yuppie... i realise that without judy and lai pheng around i will be indepentent i won't ask lao lao or say i don't know how to do... maybe is because i know when i am alone i only can rely on my own... think is cox grandma blessed me so that i can have a smooth day... receive jia lin sms.... yesterday read the blog she sent me... in this world there are two types of guy maybe very rare to have perfect maybe i find a perfect bf... cox he only sometimes drink, after know me he wont anyhow go clubbing... understand me, but i know i will always ignore the words he say... then he will angry sorry dear... Gal is so troubled wat to get for her bf.. And olso she and zann have a bit of conflicts... maybe zann say is true although no matter how you love a person..You will still have something to hide to each other. True will let a couple quarrel or even break off... Sky is so dark today even though is only 6.45pm... I very scare that i will lost my loves one...

I heard a bad news today.. Lai pheng husband pass away, she sms lao lao but we are busy so she only realised she sent her a sms at 5 plus.. when lao lao called her.. she was crying is so sudden when we heard it.. we was stunned and my eyes become watery.. So i text her.. "you must be strong and take care of yourselves cox you still need to take care of jolene... her daughter is ony coming to 5... hope she can take it.. the lai pheng i noe is a very strong women...

the weekends you are not with me

2008-10-23T18:50:00.000-07:00

Last sunday went to the gym with jia lin.. This is the first time that i went in to calfornia fitness... is like i am a mountain tortise... so many team leaders standing over there.. feel so pai seh... the team leader keep on pursuade me to join.. although i am quite interested to become a member but i don have time to go... after work i am already very tired... plus the membership fees is so expensive.. so long didn't run... but managed to workout for 20 min for each exercise... i went to the steps 101 lesson... the steps is so hard to follow.... then follow by another lesson(which i don noe how to spell the name). this class is more for dancing... really sweat.. after that already 6 plus le... so didn't managed to go sauna.. sian lo.. because though is at schedule then u olso say if i want in the end don have.. after bathing we went to the soup spoon to have our dinner.. had clam chowder... yuppie... but after that too full le...

Monday will be my official to cover at orq with jia lin.. The people here are very friendly and helpful... but i feel that i only can help out on personal then coporate they have to wait for them because i don have the system. But the time over here is faster then marine parade maybe is cox more busy then gt colleagues to chat with... Dear so fast i can see you le... 10 days is like so long but luckily the days and times pass very fast.. especially in gym... 28 october my results for japan airline will be out... so nervous and scared hopefully can get in.. i can say bye to this bank le especially to OHK le and the two mentors who always find fault and let me get scolded...

2008-10-04T23:08:00.000-07:00

30 september 2008-Tuesday.

Received happy anniversary from dear in the morning.. so sweet of you. * HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU MY DEAR TOO* Half-day in the morning, went to my dental appointment... wait for 30 min in the room before Dr shawn come. The whole clinic is more nicer then before. so i was thinking will i be late for work. Luckily i reach marine parade is 12.45. so managed to buy my lunch back. But think in the two of ur hearts will be curse and swear me. so i sat at the last counter to help them serve or print vault. But june called tell lao lao that she need me to photocopy the documents. i don't mind to help cox time will pass faster. But is really very bored. Will be going chillz bar together with jia lin, hau they all... We going to lau ba sa to have our dinner but last min jia lin say she not joining us.. i say okie lo.. hau order a lot of things satay, fried oyster.. the most dirty stall i saw is the sugarcane store a lot of cockroaches and ants. i swear i will never drink the stall again... eeee... so went over to chillz after that, was surprised that u call randy they..

*Gal i am not hurt, just that i treat you as my good friend. I don want to see you after drinking get drunk become like this. U noe u could have lost ur life if the cut is deeper and u don let us banaged for you. And gina is olso in a lost, we try to do anything but u just refused. The most disappointed is with ur bf.. cox he say he wil come down, we called him so many times after that he don pick up.. as wat his say he got his reasons.. but if he is drunk why does his voice sound so clear in the phone. but as a bf when he heard that his gf is drunk or cut herself will straight rush down even the incident happen... although the next day i feeling very headache is okie... i sick then u have to take care of me le.. hahah.. just kidding... And i am not hungry with you... But next time if u reali drink again make sure leave down ur sis address to me hor.. cox i don noe where her address...**

oNe wEEk oF Entries

2008-09-12T20:38:00.000-07:00

06 sEpt 2008

mEEt jIa lin at 2.45pm at toa payoh, when i reach there call her so many times though she will put me up again... i wait for the whole one hour sent her few sms and olso a lot of calls... The last call i give her she at last pick up and ask me to give her 5 min.. When she come she explain to me why was she late.. after that we went to ishop at cinilesiure, to ask the person to teach me how to i use my i touch... was so fan what to eat for lunch... so in the end we went taka to buy finger food to eat... jia lin brought a cake for me... we choose a very long time the cake look declious... going up to singapore flyer to blow the cake... after that she ask me to accompany her to buy perfume so i recommended her escada, hugo boss... then she olso find estee laurer... so after that we walk to tang plaza to take bus 36.. but the bustop is so pack... so jia lin suggest take cab who noes in the end the stupid cab uncle show attitude and chase us out... so we went to take another cab frm lucky plaza.. wow when we reach singapore flyer there.. the q for the tickets is so long.. so zann tell jia lin she will be comin down... but she scare baby troller cannot bring in so i went to ask the security guard over there.. then he say can so i as well ask him about the birthday cake.. he say i can hide it under the stroller... so we went to the yakult garden and sit and wait for zann... didn noe that need to go through so many security checks before can take the rides... at last i am inside le... so we take pictures inside... i can understand why you keep on give attitude... coz u very tired and ur menses suddenly came... malcom is so cute.. although didn get to see sun rise.. but see the light olso not bad.. very nice... so fast 30 min is over, u will never realise that it is over le.. raining so big so we take cab to wisma.. malcom out of a sudden being scare then he keep on crying we was like no ways to make him stop until zann take over... so jia lin and zann accompany me to go buy slippers.. but jia lin face is still so black so i say nevermind them... then zann was saying go mlphosis to see slippers.. that side nicer... so we wanted to go eat fast food but so pack so zann ask me go find dear cox they eating steamboat... so they sent me to wait for the cab... but i didn get to eat anything for dinner cox i wait for the cab at taka for 45 min plus... so i onli eat one filet o fish burger for dinner... so i on call a cab in the end went to ang mo kio hub to find them... but no slot for movies so went back to north point to watch the days.. not really nice.. that the end for my saturday...

07 sept 2008

Morning meet adr they all to go toa payoh sports hall for badminton... after then went to bukit pajang and meet jessie for lunch and slack.. so we sit for around 4 plus we take cab back to dear place.. sleep for a while.. he is so tired.. so we drag till 7.15 then meet my family at tampines for dinner.. so we take cab down who noes they never tell me is which block.. feel a bit angry so we walk over to the coffee shop and find them... the whole dinner auntie keep on being tease and dear at there laugh... the dinner is so happy..

08 sept 2008

i am back to work.. whole day is like so busy.... didn noe that lai pheng came in at 10.30 am.. judy i always have words to tell you, you no need to give me attitude.. and i olso don own you anything... so what u are a senior.... so i sms hui kheng that i will be lending from her the french manicure... so she reply okie.. and hope u will like the present.. i was like present? so fast i am going to be 21 yrs old soon.... dear give me a surprise at 12am he went to the cupboard to take something.. is my present " a agnes b bag" then i tell him i thought u say wednesday then go buy de... But i love it...

09 sEpT 2008

Today wake up at 9plus cox can't sleep... so i do my nails think too long never do le then now not that nice le... then watch show online and wait for dear to wake up... so afternoon we went chong pang cox dear want have a hair cut.. So we eat lunch there.. Went down to taka to buy mooncake... so pack and squeezing walk for quite awhile... last we choose shangri-la hotel.. cox got my favourite white lotus with double yolk.. then dear wanted to buy bird nest de but no stock le so buy green tea de.. like that already cost 80 plus le.. so expensive.. so we went to cinilesiure to take cab to fosters at holland village.. Can't wait to go there.. The amoshpere over there is quite comfortable and cozy.. the food there is nice too.. but a liitle bit expensive olso... too bad i only manage to take a pic on my soup, the rest of the dish didn't manage to snap it.. we stay there till 11 then went home le.. this yr present i receive is all i like it de... from jia lin they all is a cake and a perfume.. small uncle and his wife is a itouch.. mummy, grandpa, auntie, dear mummy is red packet..

2008-09-02T06:26:00.000-07:00

Today didn't go to work cox i was on mc.. due to my gastric flu... then my fever have not go down... dear dear feel guilty cox i fall sick.... think lai pheng and judy must be thinking i keng de lo... as their character... tomorrow is wed le.. at last... having yoga class... heng.. tomorrow lao lao not going... i at last can catch a breath le.. but cox of my flu... think will have hard time breathing...

at last is friday

2008-08-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

Today morning reach office i saw judy, i was surprised... Because she is on leave till monday then she will be back.. So i guess is lai pheng take leave.. I heard frm lao lao that her husband operation fail... Life is so fragile.. You will never know what will happen next de... Whole day was smooth for me.. thanks to a gal call shirley, she help me solved a customer enquire... today need to have lunch early... although not hungry but i still eat well cox being told off by lai pheng... so okie lo... i went to dbs to fill up my internet banking forms... then straight i buy back long john sliver...was eating left the last mouth then got customer keep coming in and judy was held up by customer... so the last mouth i only get to eat 15 min later.. after branch close went out to talk to nicole and kate.. so they was saying ask me to go try stewardess out... before too late.... then when i went back to my desk ai ling ask me where am i... i say was at cro desk... so the next question wat was u doing there... is it asking about stewardess... even if i ask i olso won say... i everyday at there is like hopefully time pass faster or my braces faster get done... now i am at dear house waiting for him to come back... so hungry.. what time then will you be back...

2008-08-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was so blur... i wanted to use internet banking to transfer money to mummy account but i didnt tick the box and i olso never realised it.... till mummy reach home and wake me up then i faster call the hotline... today wake up thinking want to fixed eye lashes ma... after bathing i received a sms from uncle say he got drop by so will send me go work... so i was thinking after all i wont be openin any party for my 21 birthday... so he was asking me what i wan so i tell him i wan a i touch... in the afternoon lai pheng teach me about the exchange rates.. i don understand that time when she teach me is a bit different lo.. but well nvm they are always rite and i am always wrong de... they can do things i cannot... judy can go shop for one hours plus i onli went to buy things well buying lunch then just being told off by lai pheng... yoga class was so tiring... think will cramp ba... sad lost one side of my earling that i just buy.. just now walk pass sixties saw a top i like think will ask dear to pei me to buy ba... tomorrow at last thursday le.. seems like is getting nearer my birthday soon without realising... but i feel that i don't feel happy perhaps is cox of my work ba.. haiz...

2008-08-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

It been such a long time that i never blog le... recently i just don noe what happen to lao lao(bom)... lao lao is my colleagues think of a name for her.. well cox she always will nag at me de... i think so far over there i only can get along with stacy and kate.. maybe we have topics.. didn't know that kate had a story behind olso... She is so tall even i wear heels stand beside her i feel short. hahah... this two months since judy came back everything change le.. haix.. perhaps maybe i been there for 6 mths le... no matter how hard i try to memorise when met those nasty customers.. i will lost of confidence.. i don't understand why i mix around with kate and stacy you all don't like.. tuesday take half day off to pei dear.. haha... we went kfc to have our so call lunch cum dinner after that went tampines mall to walk then he ask me wanna go mango to see any nice clothes.. then i say anything.. hahah.. dear say na.. this top not bad go try.. then he brought for me the top... he is booking in tonight so after that don noe where to go.. so i thought we go lavender.. we shall go get ur training kit... after that dear say i sent you back then i go home myself... yesterday suppose to go for yoga lesson de.. but catch a cold plus my gastric not feeling well.. so i miss a lesson and went town to meet dear to get san jie birthday present.. oops sorry dear i am late again... we went agnes b suppose to get the pink tote bag for san jie but i like it so we get the black one and suits a key chain with it... san jie like it very much... glad that u like it.. hhaha... dear i don care we share for the present... after that we went sakae to have our dinner... today went to see family doctor... the doctor say i have gastric and a little bit low blood i cannot see sour and spicy food le... but i take my weight is 46kg... think i put on weight le use to be 44 onli.. haix.. tired... tomorrow one more day to go saturday having my final theory.. grandma must bless me okie..

two weeks without my dear

2008-05-27T08:25:00.001-07:00

Recently i just feel troubled... Cox of my brother.. Why must he do that do mummy... mummy not her money tree.. how can he keep on borrow leh.. Is like not fair to her.. How can he be so selfish.. want mummy and i to repay money to grandpa.. I hate him lor.. But mummy keep on say he is my brother.. Because of him i need to delay my studies.. How can he do that.. I tell mummy that i will have her to pay my grandpa.. But she don wan.. I noe she scare that i will broke.. Tomorrow at least pay day le... I am off tomorrow.. Because judy on.. I feel so tired sometimes i want to buy things i like but now cannot... Because everything i do now i have to think twice... Learn how to roller blade.. almost fall down.. But luckily got zhen to hold onto me.. I didn eat dinner because i buy the salted fish fried rice give him eat i eat sweet potato soup.. but mummy bring two handroll back.. so my dinner was just the two handroll...

24/05/08

Today dear went tekong..Sian.. I managed to talk to him before he went there.. But i was very tired so my talking is like in a sleeping mode.. Wake up at 11 plus cox my baby make a mess.. she got diahorea then step around.. I was very angry.. so i scold her.. I think i noe she olso don mean it de... Later going to dear house help baby to bath.. so hot lor... Later don noe meeting jia lin to go visit jing jing ma.. Although i wan to acc her to the pub but then gt zhi yi ther i will feel being left out.. So i not going with her... In the end we didnt visit zann again.. I was shocked coz jia lin called me, but i put silent mode so i didn't noticed it.. Then when i saw it, i faster gave her a call.. When she picked up she just in a crying voice.. I think she quarrel with zhi yi... Then she just keep on saying vuglarties.. I was trying my best to console her.. She say that i make her feel touched by sms her that time this msg* How can i let you drink so much* This is what friends for.. Don't always be so emo... Let nature tat it course.. believe me if really friends are mean for you, end of the day no matter what happen they will still be there for you..

25/05/08

Later will be going down to the tour agency to collect back the refund.. I ask mummy can accompany me go.. She say ya... is like long time i never go out with her le.. Last time used t stick to her but now got bf, i don noe how to co-ordinate my time.. We went to beach road de hawker centre to eat.. Mummy order mee pok soup,so i ask her want eat fried oyster egg(so long we didn't eat it..) I went the whole hawker i can't find so i ask a stall auntie... she told me is at the level 1.. So i walk all the way down.. At last i find it, Mummy was worried about me. she ask me why so long.. So i told her cox i can't find the stall.. After that we went to take train, mummy saw a old uncle very pitty.. so she ask me to give the uncle two bucks.. the uncle was so gratful... Mummy drop at tampines cox i going to pasir ris to meet dear de famil for dinner to celebrate his dad birthday.. So embrassing.. Uncle keep on take food for me.. He everytime will say " you so thin must eat more" so i just smile at him.. He insist to sent me to granny house, cox i meetin mummy there.. Today olso ke ying birthday.. her birthday cake so special, is a doll. But the dress is make of jelly.. taste not bad.. So happy that i receive dear phone call, he sound so tired.. Hear le feel very xin suah..

26/05/08

Four more days dear will be back.. At last i can hug him, tickle him.. squabbling with him.. make him vomit blood.. oops i think i wont ba.. today lai pheng off, the branch was very quiet, eh cox i don noe wat to say to judy.. So fast is 3.30 today.. But coz end day cox of a customer i short of 10 cents.. in the end my bom she help me search for my voucher then double check my cash, call customer, she say no choice have to report.. i just burst into tears.. will my incentive just go burst.. now i need my incentive.. I just no mood.. after work i just call mummy and tell her.. She ask me be more careful... I will de.. Tomorrow will be a brand new day for me.. No mistakes... i must jia you...

2008-05-24T02:01:00.000-07:00

2008-05-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i need to workin.. Coz take over my colleagues.. After that take cab back down to rachel birthday.. intend to brought her shoe de.. but then coz i was workin then didn managed to get.. feel so bad coz promise her de..after that went down to golden mile to meet jessie they all to see the redang price...we went to alot of tour agencies to find out the price.. the price is ard 375.. intend of 6 people going de.. but then eric and hao cannot go... so turn out to 2 couples going.. after that we went bugis to have our dinner.. to have duck rice then went bugis junction to walk around.. jessie recommend the mango tango very nice..Thanks for the recommendation.. haha.. after that went to watch movie at ang mo kio hub..the movie was quite funny... We went down to chomp chomp to meet laurence.. eat alot of things.. yum yum but too spicy le...

Today having driving practical.. Dear sat there an wait for me two hours.. that is the fifth time that dear wait for me le.. dear i know you won read my blog de coz u don have the time.. but i want to let you noe if one day you become broke or what i will still stick with you coz i don wan coz of that you scare that i will suffer.. i say before no matter what i won leave you.. soon we will be together for a year le.. dear i love you alot..

2008-05-01T01:09:00.000-07:00

It is labour day but then i didn't get to spend with dear coz he have to be on standby. so here i am at starbucks with agnes slacking.. somehow i reali scare that i every time give you attitude you will leave me... But i noe i shouldn have do that.. But dear you are the only guy who will let me feel being spoilt and don have to worry anything.. Coz when i need you, you will be there for me... i noe i promise you alot of things but i fail to do it.. soon will be our one year le... last time i will have phoeia that my relationship will never last 6 months.. luckily this *curse* didn come true...This sat will be mine first pract so nervous.. that i will make a fun of myself.. oops... going to visit zann baby with chanel...her baby very cute..

2008-04-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Idon understand why since that time i take pic with you.. Then you never post up at friendster.. Then what for take the picture.. I feel so sad coz the pic i take with jess she smile as like i force her to take the pic..As so long de friendship now turn out to be like this.. i don think i will keep those pic ba.. coz is just like i forcing you two to take pictures.. You won understand how i feel de.. Since that day i feel that our friendship has become bland le.. not as close as last time. Why can't we all be like last time.. i think i stop here coz i do not noe how to continue le.. but i miss the days that i hang up with jia lin they all ba.. i really hope that i can have a close friends.. that i can rely on and talk to her when i have troubles..

Being feeling very moody

2008-03-31T22:03:00.000-07:00

Haiz dear only went for taiwan for nearly one week only.. I don't know how to help my mummy about the thing.. feeling so troubled.. I being sick for a week le.. Still haven recover yet.. Sunday i meeting jessie for kbox.. First time went singing alone with her.. Sing till my voice went hoarse.. After kbox we went to ralph lauren at paragon.. intend to buy the big poly series but the whole singapore out of stock le.. So i buy the normal de polo ralph de polo tee for dear.. Was thinking wat size should i get for him.. After that went dinner at ahijsen.. I olso don noe why so many things happen to me recently.. I tell dear about it.. he was very angry.. it is very ridiculous.. i call jia lin n i told her about it.. and i was like crying when i call her.. so she was shocked,i cry for the whole night because of some incident.. Why they just never think how would we feel for making such a nasty n rude comments.. a picture doesn't proof that u can conclude something.. I am like trying to keep on working so i won't have the time to think of it again.. This sat having my final theory le.. but coz of this incident i don have the heart to study le..

2008-03-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

Saturday,08 march 2008

Today laogong accompany me to parkway shenton to do my check-up.. Didn't realised that the auntie has already take my blood.. because i don't feel any pain at all.. After that we walk to marine square, haha.. dear help me take a pic.. we was thinking wat to eat for lunch.. So we decided to have pizza hut.. we order two pasta n one seafood platter.. when we ask for bill, we play guessing game, in the end i lose.. So i own you a meal.. After that dear bring me to buy my heels, but we can't find charles n keith.. so dear was a bit tu lan ba.. At last, we find it but last pair.. so we went to city link to see.. it olso left the last pair.. so dear say nvm.. just get that.. Then we went back to marina square, we went to mini toons so surprise to see got 7 zai.. but then don't have plush.. So we ask the person in the end she say suntec got.. But turn out to be out of stock.. sobz.. We meeting adrian n jessie at 4.30 pm to see the leap years. After that we meet eric then we went to lau pa sa to have our dinner.. We intend to find a pub with live band n relax. But all are too crowded so in the end we went to lower selatar to drink n chat there..
Thanks dear for accompany me to check-up,buying the heels n searching 7 zai for me..

Sunday,09 March 2008

Today wake up at 11 plus.. We order mac delivery.. After that dear help baby to bath.. then we go northpoint to see got 7 zai ma.. at last we find it.. i feeling so happy... coz i want 7 zai very long le.. After that we went home le.. Coz dear need to book in by 7pm.. sian.. i was surprise to receive chanel msg.. because of her skin thingy she scare that will get depression n commit sucide.. console her for 40 min plus.. then i call dear to tell him i going to sleep le..

Monday,10 March 2008

Today meet lai pheng to work together.. oops.. Luckily got topics to talk.. it was reali fast we use ard 1 hr to reach marine parade..

Tuesday,11 March 2008

I eat mee siam for lunch.. Dear say he can book out so i meet him for dinner.. I take the same bus as lai pheng.. It is raining so heavy until the window was leaking.. We wanted to eat long john de but turn out too many people then we eat bk.. But turn out we quarrel.. haiz.. but in the end okie le.. haha.. so i sent dear to camp first. sorry dear let you feel so piss off whenever u cry.. Dear i scare one day you will grow tired of me.. maybe i am not a good girlfriend ba.. Haiz..

2008-02-28T08:31:00.000-08:00

Today i wake up at 10.45a.. meeting jessie for lunch.. we went to central de food court to have kimchi ramen.. then ice-cream at pepperlunch... she introduce the caramel flavour to me.. although is very sweet but is very nice.. haha.. went for interview at kpmg as a junior admin assistant.. then after that aon insurance as admin assistant.. but i think i won get it because they say i don't have any admin experience.. so i call shirley to confirm the interview that i went yesterday.. after that i intend to meet jia lin at city hall.. but because she scared will be very late.. so she take cab down to far east plaza n meet me.. we lost our way to sakura in the end we walk one round.. at last we find our way le..we went to eat oat prawns n salad you tiao.. after that we walk our way to paragon de fish n co to wait for michelle they all come.. i heard from jia lin that zann coming.. i was so happy because i long time didn't see her.. she really become a pretty mother.. i don't understand why mummy n gong gong can be so unreasonable.. i already told them i n my friends are having farewell dinner for my friend.. just that i only come back at 11 plus.. olso keep on calling n scold.. haiz.. i try to control my tears.. but when dear call me, my tears just drop.. here are the pics that i taken today.

I don't do it on purpose

2008-02-24T09:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to watch L change the world.. L actions very cute.. After that we went hm.. Dear cook instant noodles for me.. Because i feeling hungry.. After that we went to sleep le.. Today wake up at 11 plus.. Wash up le went for lunch at 848 for lunch..then go back dear help baby to bath.. I realise that baby vision getting bad.. See things very blur.. See le i feel heart pain.. I stand beside dear and learn so that when dear having training at taiwan i can help baby to bath.. I know i promise you that i won't give you attitude de.. Sorry dear.. I don't mean it de.. But you understand me de.. But you olso cannot like this shout at me de ma.. Hur.. That is part of me.. But everything is over le... I don't feel well today,keep on having headache n stomach ache.. Dear tonite need to book in.. So i decided to go home tonite.. I start to miss you le.. Friday then you can book out.. Sobz.. hmmm can't think of what to write.. so i end here..

2008-02-11T08:54:00.000-08:00

2008-02-11T07:41:00.000-08:00

today meet mi xue to town.. haha.. we went lovis vutton to look for her boy de valetine's day present.. see so many designs.. don have nice de.. but at last we see a nice one le...but then hor.. so ex... 470 bucks.. then we went for lunch at ajisen.. so long didn't eat le.. after that we went to paragon to shop for my pig de present.. went to dunhill de botique to see but the wallet very ex.. then after that mont blac.. olso too ex.. if i am working now i sure will buy the wallet down for dear de.. but wat to do... cannot buy now.. in the end went to braun buffel to buy.. wanted to give dear a surprise.. but then he manage to expose me.. not fun de... next time must learn how to tell lies.. so that want to surprise him more easily..tomorrow is his sister birthday so i buy a cup for her.. luckily she like it..just now i wait till baby come back then i went home...so long never see him.. he lost weight le.. see le so heart pain.. i miss my dear alot.. hopefully thurs faster come.. i will hug him tight...and it is olso the first valetine's day i spend him..

mY Two PreciouS RabbiT

2008-02-08T22:58:00.001-08:00

stOriEs wiTH mY PreciouS LaogonG

2008-02-08T22:14:00.001-08:00

2007-12-24T19:43:00.000-08:00

mErrY Christmas to my sebas laogong.. n all my friends around me... why whenever i view ur blog is all u n your baby things.. i reali feel so xin tong lor.. but i don think u can understand how i feel.. not i don wan to go for the gathering is just that i feel that i will being left out.. next year may will be going studies with dear le..hopefully i never return all the things i learn back to teacher.. this year i received alot of chocolate.. but i will those chocolates as i now on diet.. so there will be a lot of things that i will ban myself to eat.. my 2008 wishes will be i wish that i n my dear will be having less quarrel more loving.. my friendship with 5 of you will be more closer.. cox i hope that when the day my wedding the 5 of u will be my sisters.. haiz.. tomorrow have to work again.. sian but then onli work from 26 dec to 29dec.. then it will be a long weekends.. okie i shall end my blog here..

2007-12-22T04:41:00.000-08:00

It is such a long time that i didn't upload my blog le.. Sometimes i really wonder 6 of us de friendship.. towards jia lin sometimes i reali will jealous coz is like she n her friends so close but then i olso got go to her chalet ma.. but she just say so much about her friends.. den wat about me.. am i her friend too.. whenever i noe that she is stress about something i will try to console her.. in the end.. haix.. feel so xin tong.. Just went malaysia on 15 dec,, it is the first time that i went malaysia with dear.. we went to play go kart.. haha.. it is reali scary but is quite fun.. i olso don noe why nowadays i n dear will keep on quarrel.. three month more you will be going to taiwan for training le.. haiz.. sobz.. whenever u went overseas training i will be very worry about u.. will be missing you more.. but wat to do.. no choice.. anyway thanks for being with me for this coming seven month le.. so happy when i am with him although i keep on cry.. but u reali meant alot to me..my christmas wish will be i hope u will be happy whenever u are with me...
muackzz.. i shall end my blog here.. dear comin in le...

wat a sad saturday

2007-11-04T04:39:00.000-08:00

Today afternoon i meet jeslie for lunch at tampines mall.. we went to pasta mania for our lunch.. she say she want to pay then i pay nvm.. because that time she pay for the ajisan dinner.. we shop around century square n tampines malll..then we shop till 1,then we went home le.. take a nap for a hour.. coz i put reen reen run around my room then she keep on jump onto my bed n lick my nose.. kor ask me go down n buy food for him.. but then i reali very tired.. so he went down to buy himself.. then i sms him n ask me to help me buy bubble tea n say sorry to him olso.. but then when he reach home he say u never say earli, i already reach downstairs le.. i was shocked.. whole afternoon n evening i stay at home n rest.. afternoon when i reach home, i called my grandpa,ask him where is he.. i was concerned for him yet he tell me that he at my aunt house.. sending my aunt to tampines mall.. although is he offered to send them go.. but my auntie she can rejected de.. just a few stops she olso lazy to do it. my grandpa already in his 70s le.. still treat him as her si ji.. so disappointed..at night gong gong call me n ask whether i want to have anything for dinner.. then i say nope..coz i not hungry.. in the end when he reach home, he told me he buy spag for me.. i not hungry but force myself to finish half..then suddenly we quarrel.. he say those hurting words to me.. let me feel so heart pain.. i cry for one hours.. laogong was consoling me.. i tell him alot of things.. i really want to continue my studies to get my dipolma.. but then i need to save alot.. coz i going to study private.. haiz but my studies i can wait.. coz i don wan to let my mummy worked so hard.. every night she come back from work.. she will complain de.. i noe that she is not happy over there..

2007-11-02T11:01:00.000-07:00

02 November 2007

A WORDS THAT I ALWAYS WANT TO SAY TO YOU..N A KISS N A HUG FOR YOU.. FOR ALWAYS BE WITH BE ME WHEN I NEED U..

2007-11-02T10:16:00.000-07:00

30 OCTOBER 2007

Happy five months anniversary...Laogong so fast is our five months le.. We go through a lot of things this five months.. the first time i see you i have a little feeling for you.. hmmm.. just that i never say out.. I noe this five months i let you worry alot n vomit a lot of blood.. and olso let you xin tong olso.. i feel so xin fu cox i am the first gal that u cook for me.. recently u on stand by so cannot meet you for the whole week.. whenever i sick, you will accompany me go see doctor.. you are my sunshine.. onli you can make me smile n cry.. i reali wish our six months anniversary n one years anniversary will be a very special wan.. whenever i am tired, i heard your voice or see you or a hug from you all my tireness will be gone.. reali touched by all the thing you do for me..

2007-10-17T22:17:00.000-07:00

What a day for me today... i was being shouted by my accounts assistant for no purpose.. the thing is how would i know that i need to type the receipt.. when she didn't even tell me about.. i am not her sand bag.. make me lost my appetite.. sian.. yesterday was sms with jia lin.. she say that i will sure regret coz of the d n d.. it turn out to be really fun.. how i wish i not chong dong that time.. then i think now i will still be working there.. but then now olso not bad.. consoling myself with weekends i don have to work.. i can pei dear dear more time.. time pass so fast.. this month is our fifth month anniversary le... Your schedule is so pack this month.. on stand by n need to go tekong.. haiz.. sobz... think tonight going for a run.. so long didn't run le.. That time is you cook for me.. although onli two was success, the other two was too salty.. perhaps we cannot follow cooking receipes next time.. So it will be me cooking for you soon.. but then don noe when.. it will be a surprise for you..

2007-09-30T06:55:00.000-07:00

happy 4mths anniversary.. laogong today is the day that u finish your course le.. I was like waiting for your call in the whole afternoon.. when i receive your call, my tears nearly drop.. cox i really miss you very much.. 9 days cannot hear your voice and talk to you.. at work i n jessie was counting down for the day you return.. we just now at least got talk around 5 min plus.. i was crying lor.. Coz of wat you say.. n u really think of me n miss me.. today went to attend my first theory lesson.. i miss lesson 1 coz i overslept.. so i manage to go for lesson 2.. then after that i meet jessie for lunch at causeway point.. went to brought a handbag n a pants.. i was surprise when i see my acc left 11 bucks.. sobz.. tomorrow need to work again.. i manage to keep some work for tomorrow to do on fri.. i don think i can adapt the job but i promise you i won anyhow change my job le.. love you n miss you alot.. muackzzz.. was waiting for your call now...

2007-09-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

18 september2007

today i went interview at ubi area.. as account assistant.. i receive your call i was so happy.. feel heart pain when you told me that you are very tired.. but cannot use phone too long so we just chat for a short while..

20 september 2007

today is just the four day you are in brunei.. when will reach the day that i can see you.. haiz.. i went interview today at tokio marine asia today. i miss ya very much.. i totally lost my smile le.. i don feel happy at all.. i feel sad out of a sudden till i drop tears.. when i receive your call in the afternoon i feel very happy.. but i noe that tomorrow will be the actual day of your jcc.. haix.. i feel so lonely without you by my side.. i can onli see our pic when i miss you..

24 september 2007

today is my first day of work.. feel so weird but after awhile i get use it.. i spray my leg last night but i never say.. it look abit swollen n pain.. but i just bear with it.. olso don noe why out of a sudden i have slight fever.. don feel well.. having giddy.. laogong today just the third day of your survival course.. wonder how are you doing.. must jia you lo.. i have confidence in you.. muackzzz..

2007-09-17T07:31:00.000-07:00

17 september 2007

today is the first day that you are at brunei.. i wake up at 10.30am.. sleep at 4.30am last night. i also don't know why i can't sleep last night.. been thinking of you.. when jessie mummy drive off i turn back and see your back view.. i was slacking at home the whole morning till 3 plus then went to white sand branch to take my pay and take train back to tampines to help my grandpa to change his parking coupon.. feel so bored and lonely without you.. when i receive your sms i was very happy and keep on waiting for your call.. but i think you won't call me a ba.. sobz.. i send two resume out to interview accounts assistant.. laogong i miss you very very much..

2007-09-16T11:20:00.000-07:00

16 september 2007

So fast, today you fly to brunei for your 16 days of training le.. i don't want to go de.. but cannot.. coz is one of your army training.. i miss you very much.. your flight have already depart le.. know that you will be suffering there.. i wanted to accompany you till 1 am but jessie mummy come earli so you ask me to go hm first.. i promise you to control my tears but i fail to do so.. i will take care of myself and will think of you day n night.. although 16 days very fast will pass.. but to me it will be a long day to go..

2007-09-14T17:45:00.000-07:00

12 september 2007

today we will be going to sentosa to celebrate my belated birthday.. in my heart was looking very forward for this day.. we reach siloso resort at around 2.30 pm to check in.. when we went in i straight went up to the rooftop.. the view was very beautiful... we went dolphin lagoon to see dolphin.. that is one of the animal i likes since small.. the places we went underwater world, the most i like is songs of the sea. it is a musical show but the effects was very beautiful.. we watch the show until 9 plus we went back to resort to soak jacuzi.. i think my spelling was wrong.. so comfortable.. too bad there isn't any stars.. i learn swimming on that night.. think laogong you must be thinking my laopo so peng hor.. i like the diamond necklace very much.. but dear next time don buy diamond for me le.. i very scared of heights when i play skyride i don dare to look down at all.. the luge was fun but i very scared keep on shouting..the night is still young so we watch vcd till 1 plus then we sleep.. i don noe why i keep on tossing around can't sleep.. then till next morning we woke up at 8.30 to eat breakfast.. we will be booking out soon le.. although we onli stay here one day but the memories is very sweet and unforgettable.. next time our house must be like this olso..

2007-08-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

25 aug 2007

today is saturday but didn'tt stay at your house because you tomorrow having run at padang.. jia you laogong.. muackzzz.. so fast you will be going brunei for your jcc training le.. sobz.. went beach road to get your army things.. so stuffy out of a sudden think cox too crowded le.. after that we went to city hall then orchard to look for your thighs.. dear when i heard that you say you intend to sign on again.. in my heart, i strongly say no.. because now you already no time to accompany me le.. we rush from wistma to your camp.. in the end you was late.. i went back my own from your camp.. on my way back i feel not happy.. coz i being thinking of wat you say.. muackzzz.. love ya a lot.. miss you alot.. looking for my siloso beach de day.. coz will be very fun.. haha.. hmmm.. okie dear i end here le...

your dearest laopo

2007-08-08T02:37:00.000-07:00

today laogong went back camp for the run... when i was helping him pack his room i saw the box.. so i curious n i open it n see.. i see something.. is actually his ex fold for him de paper cranes n their pictures.. i don noe should i tell you that i saw it ma.. been at whole for the whole day le.. so bored.. reali don noe what should i do.. though u can accompany me longer but cannot.. haiz.. i not angry with you.. just that that time you told me the box is paper cranes onli.. but in the end is your ex gave it to you de...

2007-08-03T09:55:00.000-07:00

03 aug 2007

another sat have gone.. haiz.. this is the last weekend that you are on standby.. so happy.. today is not my day.. just not my luck.. alot of things happen.. sobz.. i nearly cry when my co say i key in short of 5 cents and ask me to think where does the 300 come.. haiz.. i told u then u was like a bit fierce at me till i shed tears.. when i reach home i straight away cry till you make me laugh.. zhu tou laogong.. next week will be my off days 7,8,11,12 aug my off days.. will ba staying at your house.. can lie on your arms is a very xin fu thing.. muackzzz.. dear when you go brunei i will learn how to take care of myself.. i will try not to let you worry.. i noe sometimes i am very stubborn n you have to bear with me.. sorry laogong.. noe when you reach this, you will say '' silly laopo''.. going to sleep so will end here.. another 2 more days to go.. haiz..

your dearest
laopo

2007-07-31T01:54:00.000-07:00

30 july 2007

Happy 2 months aniversary.. this month we never celebrate but i can understand because you are on stand by.. haha.. muackzzz... i was off for two days.. my csm say that i work for the entire week so she put me off.. but then is coz got big shots around.. accompany my cousin for her heart check up at health promotion board.. you today on duty so cant really sms me.. but i can understand.. when i saw her grabbled your picture then i ask you.. you like piss off with me.. so i shed tears without realising... i miss ya very much.. still got a week to go.. my granny say next time must bring you go let them see le... have a nightmare yesterday.. my auntie she accidently trip coz of her skirt.. then i and my cousin laugh non stop.. auntie sorry for laughing you... next time must be careful hor..

2007-07-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

28 july 2007

today is a saturday.. without dear dear i feel so lonely.. because i already use to have him by my side very weekend... whole day was working non stop.. help to move things because today they move to a new branch.. how i wish two weeks faster pass.. then i can straight see laogong le.. miss n think of him since that day.. heard from dear that the cook house food is not delicious how i wish i can cook something nice for you to eat.. i don noe why i will out of a sudden went to view her a..... profile.. i see le i straight away shed tears.. never tell you because i don noe how to tell you.. haiz.. my heart will have the feeling.. that type of feeling called " scared" which i don noe why... it is already 12..46 am le.. but then i still can't sleep.. want you to hug n ta ta me to sleep.. tomorrow need to attend tau (teller automated unit) training.. bored.. if not every weekend will stay at your house.. at there tease each other.. but these weekend cannot.. i don know when you go brunei, i sure will shed tears.. because you on stand by i already shed tears le.. i now trying to sleep.. good nite laogong, love ya.. miss ya.. muackzzz..

2007-07-14T20:34:00.000-07:00

14 july 2007

yesterday morning need to work cox i take half day leave on last mon then need to pay back.. first time i do balancing without my sgc help me to supervise.. afternoon went to meet laogong at cityhall coz we meeting his friends they all go orchard n watch harry potter.. we went to hong kong cafe to eat our lunch.. we slightly quarrel coz my leg very pain you say wan bring me go buy sandals at heeren coz cini don have.. then your friends they all say want go.. but they like wan don want like that.. then you olso.. in my heart that moment was like you say want bring me go de but you didn.. until i tell you so then you realise it.. last time you won de.. you will tell your friends that you bring me go buy things.. i slightly fall asleep while watching halfway.. i brought a shorts from blossom n a t shirt from stitch.. haiz.. last night is like our quarrel day.. without realising we will quarrel..

2007-07-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

11 july 2007

today went to head office to retake my cashiering module... got confidence that i will do well n pass le can open counter.. i intend to go find you but you say is not safe coz there is a lot of ah beng outside your camp.. i noe you worry about me that why you don let me go find you.. i meet you at far east.. after i buy finish de bubble tea u appear in front of me.. we went to a black shop to buy your shoe.. we was choosing whether white or a bit yellow de.. in the end you choose one colour de.. we went converse, you brought the same design as you are wearing de just that this time is white in colour.. you brought for me a pair too.. we went topshop to brought a shorts.. it cost 63 dollars.. was wondering should i buy.. in the end you brought it for me.. you brought the couple ring i like it very much.. now is your official laopo le.. so i must listen to you le.. we went to eat swensens for dinner.. yummy.. we fall asleep till one at my house.. we faster jump out of the bed.. coz late le.. haha..

2007-07-10T09:56:00.000-07:00

today i was on mc.. because i was sick.. haiz... wake up at 7 plus coz need to call clara to report sick.... then clean up baby de cage.. help her bath and get back to sleep.. wake up at 10 plus again.. intend to see doctor at 11 plus de.. but the clinic already closed le.. so have to wait till 2 pm then can see doctor.. You play a trick on me lor.. say that you not comin but actually you are outside my house le... naughty laogong.. make me nearly cried... you intend to cook poridge for me but by the time is already very late le.. at least you have the though already touched my heart.. we went to 475 to buy our dinner.. i eat bee hoon fish soup but can't finish at all.. haha.. then you order chicken cultet for yourself.. we saw the hao jian. wanted to order but then we already order guo tie.. and i olso can't eat much fried things olso.. dear can see that you are very tired.. come all the way to pei me.. thanks for being there for me when i need you... muackzzz.. love ya.. miss ya.. nite laogong..

2007-07-09T22:41:00.000-07:00

09 july 2007

sorry laogong don mean to make you angry de.. coz i thought it is normal for gals to hold each other hands.. muackzzz.. yesterday went bugis to walk for awhile after my check up.. didn but anything from there.. haha.. i noe you like the honda civic a lot.. and would wish to have a car.. coz we can go anythere with the car.. i noe you want me to have a very comfortable life don have to travel around.. but i can say i willing to travel no matter how far it is. as long throughout got you beside me.. this one months plus i feel very xin fu.. coz got you to pei me go through all the obstacles.. we will hold each other hand tightly that no one can break it.. i noe i very stubborn keep on let you worry for me and let you vomit a lot of blood.. the memories that you give me is always sweet..although sometimes i will cry is coz i scare that i will lose you one day.. so promise me no never leave me alone hao ma..

2007-07-06T11:01:00.000-07:00

06 july 2007

today having training at ocbc centre.. the lesson was so boring that i fall asleep.. haha.. but the lecturer didn wake me up at all.. he let me sleep.. we play a air craft game.. a bit lame but at least can keep me awake for awhile... was eating pocky during the " complain is a gift"talk... we was discussing about the gal throughout.. i know a bit bad.. dotx lor.. hump.. i n my friends we take a lot of pic.. long time didn see them.. really miss my school days.. coz everyday can jike around with them.. haha.. dear you went fishing today .. did you catch any fish? so didn meet.. help baby to change n bath.. she very cute.. got two nite cannot see her.. miss her very much.. yeah.. tomorrow morning can see you le... first time do my nails so expensive.. countdown 23 more days to go..

2007-06-29T23:26:00.000-07:00

29 june 2007

Yesterday was thinking of giving laogong wat surprise.. i use candle to form i love you at the middle of the basketball court.. and buy a mini cake with one candle on it.. coz it represent one month anniversary.. he saw it le before i would even finish lighting the candles.. was walking in the rain the whole day think tomorrow sure have flu de.. we went to watch transformer with your friend at lido.. there is two guys seating in front of us.. then they some sort block our view.. hmmm.. we reach home at around 3 plus..

30 june 2007

happy one month anniversary.. you make breakfast for me... although the whole kitchen was so smoky.. but the bread turn out to be nice... you say wan bring me to ikea yet you was sleeping.. hmmm... but luckily when i wake you up you faster sit up.. i was like angry but then i don noe why i will shed tears leh.. we went ikea to search for your room furniture.. we was like a loving couple.. hmmm.. we even went to giant n courts.. haha.. coz don noe where to go le.. we went back to your house to eat dinner.. your parents cook dinner for us.. quite yummy.. we went to bao ping chuan.. we went to see people tiao prawn.. my ankle hurts a lot.. then u piggy back me go back.. my nose very feeling very uncomfortable coz keep on having flu..

01 june 2007

Laogong i noe you like to have a car on your own so that when we go out won so ma fan.. we eat our strawberry cake le.. sorry dear i will save money so that we can faster have our own car ok.. later we going to my colleague jane de birthday at downtown east.. so fast tonight i have to go back le.. although our one month didn reali celebrate but as long can be with you that will be my best present.. hmmm..

2007-06-23T21:39:00.000-07:00

22 jUnE 2007

tHis is the first time that my mummy and my grandpa let my boyfriend stay at his house.. haha.. they won't object me having boyfriend le... because i got you to dote on me.. be there for me when i need you.. tonight cooking fried rice for dinner.. hmmm.. this is the first time that i cooking fried rice.. my manager today last day le.. sad.. because she teach me a lot of thing n dote on me.. when you n my mummy say that the fried rice is yummy.. i was very happy.. coz i scared it will either be too salty or tasteless.. but luckily the taste just good.. you fall asleep while we were watching tv.. so weird coz in front of my grandpa u cannot hug me onli can hold my hand.. thanks for helping me to mop my grandpa house..

23 june 2007

Last night saw the name at your memory card.. then didn really sleep.. i wake up at 10 am.. then i go play with baby.. when you wake up i ask u.. then you say is used to be a gal that you like.. then i straight away walked off to the living room.. do my things.. controlling my tears.. awhile more i tell my mummy i going jogging.. then you faster brush your teeth and wash your face n follow me.. i keep on pushing you away.. but awile more we are back to normal.. we went to find my grandpa n accompany him eat dinner.. we eat western food for dinner.. at night coz of the thing i cry again.. then i say if you do something sweet i will forgive you.. you use candle to form i love you at the basketball court.. when i saw it, i faster run down n hug you.. we went to eat supper with your friends at lau pa sa.. then after that we went mount faber.. then around 3 ba we reach home le..

24 june 2007

Last night didn sleep reali well.. olso don noe why.. but laogong don misunderstood i never think of the thing le.. your meimei went down to buy breakfast give us eat.. later we going to bring your baby down for a wall.. today my turn to help to do household for your house le.. haha... so fast tonight i need to go home le.. hmmm.. next friday faster come.. coz it will be our one months anniversary.. muackzzz.. laogong no matter wat i won't leave you.. n you olso promise me cannot leave me hao ma... set...

2007-06-16T22:46:00.000-07:00

today need to go back le.. sad.. so fast 3 days two night le.. going back later.. haha.. today laogong sleep till 1 wake up.. didn't go wake you up coz noe that you very tired.. later at nite going to see your sister.. hmmm.. nervous.. just now do my blog then half way gone.. then i sian half.. but luckily manage to do back.. laogong looking forward for the siloso resort thing.. hope faster come.. yeah 30 june reaching le.. our one months anniverasry.. my wish for that is " we will always together don't want let go each other hand".. hmmm.. dear don always feel guilty hao ma... not your fault.. every of your guilty i will use one kiss to take it away.. haha.. mauckzzz.. love u forever.. will think of n miss u tonight and every min n second.. huggies

2007-06-16T09:26:00.000-07:00

Today went sentosa with laogong, agnes n her bf.. i went vivo city with laogong .. we went forever 21 to look for dress .. laogong pick for me a two dress which i like it very much... i reserve first then at night then go to collect... didn't get to sun tan because was raining non stop.. haiz meet agnes at 12 but she was late for 4 hours.. also cannot blame her because her bf good at delly tally.. then we went to eat at the cafe.. hmmm we eat pizza again.. Laogong n i we walk back to find my cousin in the end when we called her she at the merlion there.. then we straight away tu lan.. we went to siloso resort to check out the rates then onli left supreme room.. we intend to take it but have to wait till 6 pm.. then dear say have to wait for so long then nvm le... laogong say my birthday we will stay there to celebrate my birthday so happy.. i want to see song of the sea.. because the lighting look so beautiful.. we eat xiao guo mian for dinner.. haiz my stomach hurts alot.. but i try not to let laogong worry... so fast three days two night le.. tomorrow going back home le.. as long as with laogong i will be happy ... coz he is olso my kai xin guo.. Laogong sorry to let you worry for me yesterday...

2007-06-06T05:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i tell dear that i am sick, then he straight rush down from yishun to bring me go see doctor.. i was touched and don noe wat to say.. i wanted to give me a hug when i see him but i feel weak.. So the relieve doctor give me one day de mc.. Today morning, i wake up at 7 am, then around 9 plus reach laogong house.. i bluff him that i just wake up but actually i already in 969 le.. haha.. wanted to give you a surprise de.. when i see laogong i straight away give him a hug.. i today shed tears again.. reason i think i very scared that dear will leave me.. coz i realise that i love him very much.. See you drop tears i was like surprised.. hehe.. hmmm dear dear going to bring me go eat ban mian le... i will onli let u drop tears is when i make you touched.. but not make you sad.. ok.. lifetime promise.. muackzzz... love ya.. reali hope that you can go sentosa coz want to go sun tan together.. huggies..

2007-06-03T03:00:00.000-07:00

dOreeN n sEbAstiAN pRomIses
Laogong i will always remember 30 may 2007.. coz that is the day we are together.. whenever i am with you, i will feel very xin fu n happy.. coz i feel very secure.. Everytime i meet you, i hope time can stop so that i don have to go home can stay with you.. i will shed tears yesterday i think is coz i noe that i will jealous when we talk about your ex thing.. i hope that no matter what happens you don leave me.. yesterday when you say "will you marry me" i noe that is serious de.. my ans will be yes.. coz i noe that when i am with you i will always be happy.. promise me that when you go overseas training must be careful ok.. coz i will be missing n worry for you.. when you are tired must tell me ok.. i will help you to massage de.. then when you are hungry olso coz i don wan my dear to er du zi..
mUackzzz.. Love you always.. forever your laopo le..

nOw gOiNg bAcK tO tHe pAsT oF mE

2007-02-02T21:08:00.000-08:00

Suppose to start work today at details de but receive a sms from the boss that change to tomorrow 2 pm to 8 pm.. Now i trying to get back the results that i used to get coz realise that my result getting worse after i n him break.. Although i heard from you tat you treat me as your gf but sometimes i don't think so.. Noe that you are busy not always can meet me de.. So whenever meet u i hope the time will not pass so fast.. Feel so happy that when i am down jia lin n yy will listen to my troubles.. n cheer me up..

2007-01-21T00:12:00.000-08:00

memories of 2006

He really touched my heart since the day when i am with him on the 05 november 2006... He left me a very happy memories thaT we have together but he olso let me feel sad... The yan shen that he look at me i will never forget.. My memories have already stop on the 08 december 2006 the day we break n i will always remember that day.. I onli hope to see him smile but not sad can le.. Used to cheer him up but not now le...

My last year birthday, my friends jia lin, jing, michelle, hau and yy they help me to celebrate my birthday at pizza hut... thanks them very much coz they let me have a very memorable birthday n this 1 years 6 months really very fast pass.. we going to graduate le.. but we must still keep in contact n go out often no matter how busy we are.. really will miss you all de.. must pass our exams with good grades ok..

i noe a group of gal on 23 december 2006, it is the first day that i went club at dxo.. and i noe jashime, zing, lynn n kai rui.. now i hang out with them very often.. especially zing coz she is my darling i will share with her my problems de..

on the 13 january this year... i noe my boi boi at dxo.. he very cute n sweet... he can make me feel happy n olso sad very easily.. maybe the times we spent together will be very short but i will remember it... i will treasure every min n sec when i am with him... muackzzz...

the thing that let me emotional for half a month already over le.. now i am feeling better le.. so don't worry for me... i will try to recover faster.. but it needs times.. thanks for all of u being there when i need u all..

2006-12-11T22:46:00.000-08:00

haiz... Since 05 nOvEmBeR 2006 i wITH yOU tILL nOW 08 dEcEmBeR 2006.. tHiS oNe mOnThS 3 dAyS.. tHe dAy wE sPeNt tOgEtHer i wILL nEvER fOrGeT.. aLtHoUgH wE sTaRt vErY fAsT n eNd vErY fAsT.. aLL tHe mEmOriEs i wILL kEEP iT iN mY hEaRt.. nO oNe cAn rEpLaCeD yOU fOrEvEr.. yOU wILL aLwAyS bE mY dAdA n lAoGonG... tHe oNe wHo cArEs fOr mE, sHoW mE cOnCeRN, lOvEs mE, mAkES mE tOuChED.. oNLY wILL cOOK fOr yOU wHeN yOu aRe hUnGrY.. gIvE yOu sUrPriSe.. tHinK oF yOu.. lET yOu LiE oN mY LaP wHeN yOu aRe tIrEd.. i wILL wAiT fOr yOu nO mATTeR hOw lOnG iT wILL bE.. CoZ wO yI sHeNG yI sHi zHi aI nI yI dE nO oTHeR gUyS Le... IT iS a pRoMiSe fRoM mE tO yOU.. fOrEvER dE..

2006-09-23T01:04:00.000-07:00

Haiz since friday until now i feeling that i n hubby having a gap in between us after the quarrel.. Yesterday my basin drop down n the glass cut my ankle around 1cm till now still bleeding n pain... when i call him he never pick up or even reply my sms... When i need him i can't find him... haiz... i olso don noe what he is thinking olso... Tomorrow i going to ton at his house hopefully things will change ba.. His birthday present will be a shirt n a bottle of stars.. This bottle of stars is i use 5 days 4 night to finish it.... feel so down now... wondering he can sense how i feel ma... feel so scared now... tears really dropping down.. Why i can't find a guy who really treasure mi very much... Haiz...

2006-09-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

06 september 2006

Today my friends jia lin, yy, michelle, jing n hau... They help mi to celebrate my 19 years old birthday at pizza hut.. Feel so surprise when i see the birthday cake.. I feel so pai seh when i sing the birthday song.. But feel so touching when i noe hau make the paper bag de.. Coz i noe last time got some misunderstanding between us... They brought mi a shirt , pouch, mascara n a eye shadow... After tat we went back to school coz we having lessons..

08 september 2006

Today my baobei helping mi to celebrate my birthday, we went to k box to enjoy.. We was late le then we very funny we take bus until marine parade then we take cab go down.. Coz the bus driver drive very slow... Haiz maybe is coz afternoon i kena scare then i vomit once... But it doesn't affect my mood... We went down to bugis to shopping but maybe cox we go there very often until we feel very sian when we go there.. So we went to catch a movie "Little man".. We smuggle a slice of birthday cake in.. That is baobei buy give mi the birthday cake.. Taste so sweet coz baobei give mi two kiss on my cheek..... We take quite a no of pictures on that day..
She n xin huan they all share n buy a bag give mi.. But times pass very fast.. after eating our dinner she went to meet her friend then i went to meet hubby... Feel so bu she de... Then we went to meet his mummy at tm to see phone.. After that we went back to his house to slack.. Until 2359 hubby pass mi my birthday present.. Feel so sweet coz he brought a skirt for mi which no one have brought before... Feel so bu she de cox i need to go hm....

09 september 2006

Today morning went to meet dear dear... Slack at his house until afternoon den we go n buy his k800i.. Around evening he went to my house to eat steamboat he feel so pai seh lor.. but very cute cox my auntie they all like him very much.. Feel so pai seh out of a sudden.. Around 8 plus we cut the birthday cake then my auntie tease him lor.. Then hubby left at 9.30 pm.. haiz feel so she bu de.. but no choice coz he have to go down to clark quay to celebrate his friend birthday... Laogong don't scare i will be yours forever le... Cox u let mi feel very xin fu...

Thanks for giving mi a very unforgetful birthday this year...

2006-09-02T23:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went bugis with dear dear .. Feel so happy when i am with him.. We go and take neo - print together... I like the pic alot... Although we slack the whole day but can pei dear i won't feel boring.... We went to look at the couple rings... Yeah next week dear wll bring mi go buy le.. Feel so loving n xin fu when i am with him... Although i only can meet dear every weekend... 1 more weeks my birthday le... this year got dear help mi to celebrate sure will be a unforgetful day... My kor brought from mi a zinc bag from hong kong.. So happy... Today whole day slack at dear house.. Accidently knock until my head... very pain but dear help me to sayang le... Dear i will always remember wat u tell mi yesterday... Love u... Muackzzz..

2006-08-20T22:18:00.000-07:00

Haiz being sick for 4 days still haven ok plus yesterday i was scald until my arm was red.... My sales for this week so little onli have sixteen silk touch.. Yesterday suddendly think of him.. A lot of memories suddenly appear in my mind then i don have to work.. So looking forward to 8 & 9 sep.. Don noe how to celebrate my birthday.. Hopefully won be like last year.. My etp project deadline on 07 sep onli left a week plus.. This thurs going to cycle with jia ling they all at east coast.. Sian next mon my accounting progress test on ratio, scare that i will do badly.. Wonder if one day i saw him outside with his gf, how will i react..

2006-08-13T23:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i am so happy coz at least this week i got sell 23 silk touch.. So won't let ginny say.. I went to pet safari to see rabbit so cute.. Feel like buying but quite ex $150.. My lunch i went to eat with the kiko who is olso a promoter.. We help each other to sell our products.. i went to sulaiman chalet.. When i saw kak diana i very happy lor.. Then we hug each other cox we are very close.. Then i went to drink tiger beer with ivy.. I saw danny buy absolute voka den i tell him i wan a little bit.. So he pour give mi a little.. But today i having throat pain and a slightly of fever.. so sian finish school at 5pm today.. I hope that next time can meet kak diana again..

2006-07-30T18:39:00.000-07:00

Haiz this four days is like so tired to me.. Have to hit a target of 50 bottles of hair dyes.. Sian.. I only sell around 10 bottles of hair dyes.. Yesterday wanted to meet bird an pass him his birthday present de.. But he not free.. I was like looking forard to meet him but turn out to be a disappointed.. Then i went down to meet jacky.. He tried to cheer me up.. So tired den i rest on his shoulder but can't fall asleep.. Today presentation i still haven memorise and having accounting ca2 later.. I wonder when then i can meet n pass him his present... Since i started this work i will be damn tired.. Then i will spend less time with baobei.. But i promise her no matter what my birthday i sure take mc de.. Cox she want to help me celebrate.. Now i already feel so sian towards relationship...

2006-07-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went for a job interview at orchard.. It's a job for promoting Hoyu hair dye products.. It's introduce by jia ling.. After that i went down to admiralty to find my darling then we take 969 back to tampines.. I don noe why i will have bus sick..When i reach tampines i straight away go vomit lor.. I wanna save money to buy a couple ring give baobei.. Because she cannot wear fake de.... Yesterday ask baobei a question.. " Why can't i find a guy who can treat mi nicer and love mi more..And can protect mi from being hurt"

2006-06-18T18:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i meet gan ma.. She bring mi go eat Sakae Sushi at Century Square, We eat 11 colour plates n one sashimi... I heard from gan ma that bird n Charlene never break i was like shocked lor.. Coz he lie to me again.. Why should i give him chance to hurt me again and again... Now i hate him lor... I went to take back my slippers n my dog le.. I even tear away the pictures, letter, delete away the video and i throw away the red wine bottle.. Why must u take away my trust and my confidence towards u.. You will never know how deep u have hurt mi over n over.. I was drunk yesterday.. Then now i feel a bit giddy.. Haiz today i saw bird in school but i just treat him as transparant..

2006-06-06T22:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i finish class at 12.. But i stay back eat lunch with baobei n catherine.. Can't wait for evening coz i will be going out with bird n his parents to celebrate their wedding anniversary.. I faster go home bath n wear nice nice go his house.. I at his house study for my costing exam.. Yeah very fast evening so we went to tampines mall to eat Crystal Jade for dinner.. So pai seh coz my barley don have taste then we tell the waitress.. But the waitress said normaly cantonese people drink like that.. Then she add syrup for me.. We order five dishes then gan ma order one more shark fin give i n bird share.. The shark fin quite nice.. We eat until 8 plus then we called for bill.. We eat around $81.20 but uncle pay.. Then we go around tm to walk walk.. We went century square to eat haagen daz.. So yummy i eat the fordune.. Yesterday eat until so full.. Haiz today my costing answer short of 600 bucks.. Later have to go jurong east to return all the things.. So ma fan..

2006-05-31T22:38:00.000-07:00

I don't like my auntie coz the way she treat my grandpa is sucks de.. My grandpa treat her children very nice but she give my grandpa attitude always.. Yesterday i eat chili crab n mussels taste so yummy.. Today my grandpa birthday i intend to give him a surprise.. Haiz whenever i go lu yi house i will suddenly think of him.. I think i need time to get over him... Sometimes i still wondering why he will keep the things that i give him.. This weekend is my last week of work le.. After that i don have to go work coz exams coming le... Our presentation postpone to next mon.. Sometimes i really don like s attitude.. Not only she is tired lor.. I olso very tired.. I feel piss off lor when charlene went to read my diary.. Although i n him break on the 11 may 2006 olso none of her business lor.. Today i never go find lu yi coz she went to australia le.. Yesterday i saw the channel u 8 pm show.. The wedding they make until very grand n touching.. So envious.. Baobei promise to help mi make a very grand wedding when i married..

2006-05-28T23:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is 28 may 2006.. I went to do my Cip at woodlands.. We help to sell laska, each stall have got five persons YY,Baobei, Mi, Cat and Sharon.. The answer is no... Both of us don't want to patch.. Coz he hurt mi too deep le.. It is the last time that i shed tears for him le.. NO MORE.. I tell myself i will pretend that i don't noe him.. I now onli like my gan ma.. Yeah last week of work le.. At last can go out shopping le.. Today is a sad day for me.. Haiz.. End school so late.. So tired.. Somemore presentation on thursday..

2006-05-25T17:43:00.000-07:00

Haiz I saw bird in the morning, he went to cut his hair then very weird leh.. I suddendy sian half le.. Because i thought when i see him now i wont feel so stress since i know gabriel.. But when i see bird i will feel sad.. I will never forget he is the one who let mi lost confidence in relationship.. I will have fear in relationship le.. Now i dont trust relationship can last long.. Coz all my ex choose to hurt mi and let mi shed tears for them.. My entreprenur project 1 deadline coming le on the 30 may 2006.. I yesterday went to lu yi house to play with her.. I feel so pai seh when i saw gan ma.. So happy she say she bringing mi go overseas if she got money... If not this saturday she bringing mi go shopping de.. But maybe i working leh.. But hopefully don have to work then i can go out with her..

2006-05-23T02:28:00.000-07:00

Last friday i and gabriel chat until next morning 6.20 am.. Last saturday i feel a bit happy coz gabriel come n find me.. Although i feel a bit pai seh when i see him.. But i and him don have any gap between us... Coz i feel that he is a guy that can get along very well.. We went park to slack.. Although is fun but i kena mosquito bite.. Then he sent mi back to my workplace coz he have to go work le.. Sunday i don't know wat happen to me, i got a bit miss him leh... i didn't realise that i kena cut by the beer bottle cap... Then bleeding so i faster ask my beer ic to put plaster for me.. I sms gabriel then he never reply.. When break i and michelle went to arenda club to take pictures coz we went downtown east to eat dinner..

2006-05-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i saw bird, towards him i feel that i and him are like strangers.. I shed tears lor cox see he treat mi like strangers.. I and him break on 11 may 2006 le.. I will never forget how he have hurt me.. He will never now how he have hurt me so deep.. I today went to find gan ma, i feel so pai seh when i see her.. I noe she feel very guilty towards mi.. I tell myself i won't have any trust or confidence in relationship anymore... Haiz so tired le.. Since last tuesday i n baobei whole body ache.. Now rushing for my entrepreneur project le.. Haiz so pain.. i feel like go see doctor but i scare pain..

sIncE tHe fIrsT dAy i nOe yOu...
eVerYtHiNgS hAvE cHaNgE.....
i wAiT fOr yOuR cAlL...
yOuR sMs...
tO mEeT yOU...
tHe cOuPle rInGs..
lEaRnInG tO cOoK mEaLs..
tRyiNg tO gIvE yOu sUrPrIsE fOr oUr aNniVeRsArY..
pErsUaDe yOu tO qUiT sMoKiNg..
dOn't pUt tAtToO le..
aSkInG yOu tO tAkE cArE oF yOu..
BUT NOW EVERYTHING, WON'T HAPPEN ANYMORE LE.. BECAUSE YOU HAVE TOTALLY HURT MI DEEPLY..

Disappointed day

2006-04-14T00:21:00.000-07:00

i angry with my meimei cox she promise mi to accompany me go for job interview.. But she last min say cannot her mum book for her for facial.. Then i ask her how, then she ask mi back.. I quite disappointed with the way she talk to mi.. my tears drop, i been thinking i dote her so much until i treat her as if my real meimei.. I find that i don understand wat she is thinking le.. Maybe we never contact or go out often.. I think to her i not so important le ba... She got new jie jie le.. somemore study in the same school.. Can feel tat she reali enjoys going out with them..

Saddest day

2006-04-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

Last wed is the day that i lost my dear dear cox of one sms that i press wrong button... My heart hurts when he send mi those cruel sms.. Especially when he ask mi take care always my heart hurts a lot.. I cried for three days n i skip my meals and i lost my smile.. Cox i treat dear dear as the important person that i cannot lost... Sat we plan to meet when i saw him my tears keep on dropping.. i do something tat touch his heart.. On the day we patch, my smile is back.. when dear dear hug mi very tight my tears drop... I realise to me i cannot afford to lose him.. Coz he will take care of mi and cook for me when i am hungry.. Now to me i won't have any thinking tat will let us quarrel.. I will treasure our relationship and love him more than before...
DEAR DEAR LOVE U AND MISS YOU

a dAy tHaT mY hEaRt iS pAiN

2006-03-13T19:25:00.000-08:00

Last wednesday i went to wild wild wet with my friends.. I was drown for a few seconds it was scary for mi cox it was the the seconds time i was drown.. I sms laogong to tell him.. Then in the evening when i see him, my tears straight away dropped.. Thursday i went again but this time is with hubby and his friends.. All the way he protect me.. I find it very sweet when he piggy back mi.. I play those which i don dare to play on Wednesday.. Hmmm, i now really quite tan le.. Saturday i meet baobei go k box.. This is the first time we so high.. We brought the same sandals in Tm.... Then after that we went to bugis to do shopping... We just walk awhile than i feel so tired.. So we went to the bugis cafe to have our dinner.. In the night, we went to pasir ris park... i shed tears because i suddenly think of my grandma.. Then i angry with laogong cox he went chiong.. Sunday i make breakfast for my hubby n his parents.. But when i reach there, his parents already have his breakfast le.. Sunday and Monday is my most sad days.. Because we nearly break for some small reasons.. I really very scared to lose him now.. Because he is the first guy that i care so much for him....

Happy and Tired day

2006-02-18T23:14:00.000-08:00

Yesterday is a happy day for me coz hubby bring mi go out.. We went to eat pasta mania , we order baked rice and pasta.. We meet his friend go out together to go orchard but in the end we go city hall... Although got a bit sian but quite k.. coz his friend got talk to me and hubby never throw me alone.. He pei mi all along.. We intend to go take photo together de.. But hubby play billard until nearly 10.. Then the shop going to close le.. So we never go take.. But i got a bit angry with him.. But awhile we k back.. I am so happy i am the first gf that he bring to eat restaurant.. Today i work 6.30am.. Then i have to wake up at 5.30am.. But i wake up at 5am.. Coz i can't sleep then i sms hubby, he ask me go back n sleep.. then he will give me morning call.. I late le so i take cab come.. When i reach luckily i never kena re-time.. I olso very relax, the officer let mi sleep for one hour.. Haiz today so sway see my ex.. But i never talk to him at all, i just stare onli.. I assist a blind pax today they are husband n wife.. Since so long i never assist this type le.. They are from francefurt.. The husband wanted to go to the gents i have to bring him go, but i never go in with him.. Haiz i accidently scratch my hand.. a bit pain.. tomorrow school le.. So fast tis thursday got ca2 accounting..

sO tIrED

2006-02-12T00:18:00.000-08:00

Haiz, i just finish work so tired.. Yesterday so late den sleep but today have to wake up so earli.. I almost quarrel with someone coz she reali give mi a fucking attitude.. My backs hurt again.. so pain.. Haiz tomorrow school again.. But my accounting results will be out.. I sure do badly de.. Coz on the day i not in the mood in do n i olso forgotten to study.. Valetine's day comin le.. So happy can celebrate with my hubby..

bOrin Day

2006-02-09T17:28:00.000-08:00

Haiz recently i meet laogong less le.. Coz our time table timing is difficult for us to meet.. Valentine's Day coming le.. I wonder what laogong will buy give me.. I though of buying him a Levis shirt.. He is the first guy who i will do things for him.. Sometimes he will let mi feel that we got gap in between but he don feel that.. Whenever i am with him, I feel secure always.. Haiz recently so many test n project.. So stress.. Sometimes i feel like going out with him until very late but i got curfew.. I already two days never meet him le.. Yeah, so happy today i come school with him.. But i noe he is very tired, coz he sleep 1 plus den 6.30 am have to wake up.. Mon i will be meeting meimei coz i bringing her to go check-up.. I long time never meet her le.. Shag lor, my 3230 second time bring to nokia care... Sat have to go back to work, I have to face him.. Sure i will feel very pai seh when i see him..

nEw yEaR

2006-02-02T17:22:00.000-08:00

This year de new year, I don't feel happy at all.. Because i short of one person to eat reunion dinner.. The first day, I went to the temple to pray my grandma.. When i see her, i shed tears again.. Because every year, I will be the first person go to her house pai nian.. When i see or think of her, my heart really hurts.. Second day, I go to laogong house to pai nian.. His parents bring me to their neighbour house and take red packets.. In the evening, we went to watch movie at tampines mall.. Third day, I went to granny house to pai nian.. When i reach there, I feel very boring then i jio my auntie play poker card but she be banker.. At the end of the game, I won three bucks.. Fourth day i started school le.. Haiz still in a holiday mood..

Tired Day

2006-01-22T18:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday baobei n i quarrel, cox i wanna leave early.. But in the end i didn't do so.. Today when i heard from my friend that tomorrow got volleyball practice.. I feel so sian.. Cox i heard from pepole that the coach going to change le.. Hai today finish at 3 so tired.. Yeah today can meet laogong le.. I wanna pei him until he finish his work.. My presentation over le.. so relax but i have to rush out my human resource research.. I feel like going k box.. Cox long time never go le..

Lost day

2006-01-20T22:35:00.000-08:00

Yesterday is the day that i do something wrong to my laogong .. I noe he is tired after one dae work in the end i still let him run back from his place rush cab to my house.. Cox of this phone got code then he cannot remember i so scared that i cannot contact him.. So i went to few blocks to find the public phone.. I thought of take cab go his house and pass him back the phone.. But i was crying den i was in a lost.. The way laogong talk yesterday make mi very scare.. Now i very scared that i lose him..